17 5 / 2012
Insecure
Never have I ever posted on here and I think it is about time to get some advice and to vent and put everything out on the table. My ex-boyfriend dated a girl who is the complete opposite of me. Me, I am all-natural as one may put it. Her, well she is Barbie. Fake hair, tan, personality. He basically left me for her after four years…But returning from college we have been hanging out and trust me it is just friends because I could fill this blog with the nasty things he has done to me….But that is in the past I have moved on and grown. But this girl….he tells me “noone compares” that I am “the best he will ever have”. But part of me can’t allow myself to believe him because she may be fake but her body shape is petite and perfect and I have filled out and I am starting to really be down on myself. I literally have only eaten salad of that a day since I have been home. S.O.S.
